Thursday, April 26, 2012

Artwork Needed - 58 Prints


*ARTWORK NEEDED!*

The Gluyas Rotary Lodge in Townsville is desperately seeking donations of hanging prints of either landscapes or seascapes to brighten up the units for their guests. They are in need of around 40 framed pictures and donors are asked to please attach their names and a little message to accompany their donation. 

The Gluyas Rotary Lodge provides accommodation for regional cancer patients undergoing outpatient cancer treatment in Townsville. They have 20, one and two bedroom units which are used by patients and their families from rural and coastal areas.

The Central Queensland Cancer Support Centre in Rockhampton is also in need of prints. A lot of their patients are from small, remote outback towns, and so are hoping to obtain pictures that reflect the outback lifestyle and / or represent the locations they are from.  They’d like to acquire 18 pictures, which will be displayed in their common kitchen and hallway areas.

Some history behind the Rockhampton Centre, in March 1993, 2 fully self-contained units were built behind the office of Cancer Council Queensland.  In September 2009, an additional 6 motel-style rooms were built to meet the rising demand for their accommodation service.  The Lodge was named The Central Queensland Cancer Support Centre and is often described as a home away from home for cancer patients and their families.

These are some of the prints that were donated to the Charles Wanstall Lodge in Herston

To make a donation, please contact me via this google+ post

If you can provide frames please do, if you cannot provide frames please consider donation of funds to help cover the cost of framing/printing. If you are wanting to donate funds towards to cost of frames/ink etc please head over to paypal and send it through to julia.robertson@gmail.com

Thank you all so very much for your continuing generosity and help with the last 100 prints and this current project for 58 prints.

Big thank you to Lexy and her CNET article


Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Things Just got serious!


In light of the overwhelming generosity and enthusiasm of the amazing photographers on Google Plus, and their incredible response to the call I put out on behalf of the Charles Wanstall Apex Lodge, I have contacted the Cancer Council again to see if any of the other lodges would be interested in receiving prints like those donated to CWAL.

I had a phone call today from Ron Cassels at The Gluyas Rotary Lodge in Townsville. They are thrilled with the idea and have put in a request. I am waiting on a reply from the Rockhampton Lodge before I open the donations and post the request numbers.

With that in mind, as soon as I'm back on my feet (I'm hoping Thursday) I'll be heading out to talk to local stores about the possibility of donations/discounts on frames and or ink armed with my receipts from the last 100!






Monday, April 23, 2012

100 prints delivered!

As per my previous post, we collected 100 prints from around the world for The Charles Wanstall Apex Lodge. Today My wonderful husband delivered them as I was not well enough to go in (I didn't want to risk passing this bug on to any of the patients)

Delivering the first 30



And finally message from Allan -

Thank you very much it is absolutely wonderful that we can put these wonderful pictures in our units.  I expect to use them in units 1,2,3, 4,4A,5,5A, 6,6A and 21 to 26.
Thank you very much, will you pass on our sincere thanks
Regards Allan

Allan Puckridge JP (Qual)
Lodge Supervisor Charles Wanstall Apex Lodge
Cancer Council Queensland


Friday, April 20, 2012

100 Prints!

In my post on Friday April 13th I told you about the Charles Wanstall lodge and their need for Framed Prints.

I have also undertaken another mammoth task of personal importance. The Charles Wanstall Apex Lodge provides accommodation for regional patients undergoing cancer treatment in Brisbane. The Charles Wanstall Apex Lodge in Brisbane is desperately seeking donations of hanging prints, pictures and paintings of either landscapes or rural settings to brighten up our units for their guests. They are in need of around 100 framed pictures, any sizes up to 700mm x 700mm or about that size, and donors are asked to please attach their names and a little message to accompany their donation.
My parents spent time staying in places like The Charles Wanstall Lodge when I was a teenager and my Dad had to come to Brisbane from Toowoomba for treatment. I've spent a lot of time in hospitals with my parents while they were having cancer treatment and more recently while I was having treatment and know what it is to stare at blank walls.Yesterday I delivered 30 prints to the lodge. It was a combination of images from +Tony Porter , my Father and I. I spoke with Allan who was thrilled to receive them and explained that they have no funding to brighten up the rooms for patients and their families. I also got to talk to some of the patients there. It was a hugely emotional experience for me but I will do it again in next week when I have some more $$ and prints framed.


Please consider donating some of your own incredible artwork if you can. To make a donation, please email allanpuckridge@cancerqld.org.au. 

I put a call out on Google Plus on behalf of The Charles Wanstall Apex Lodge on April 10th, on April 12th my father and I delivered 30 prints to Allan at the lodge. Today April 20th I have another 59 prints sitting waiting to be delivered to the lodge from Google plus members from as far away as Denmark and America. By Monday April 23rd there will be 64 frames 8x10 prints to be delivered to the lodge. This takes the total to 94 Framed prints.

Meanwhile in California 2 prints are being prepared to be mailed to Australia to be added to this colossal pool of generosity taking the total to 96 prints! The final four prints are being supplied by a local Brisbane Google+er and will take the total to a staggering 100 framed prints.


I am overwhelmed by the generosity of heart, spirit and talent of these amazing people from Google plus around the world.

Thank you to
+Tony Porter 
+Kim Robertson 
+Ted Ewen 
+Niamh Brown 
+Dryade Geo 
+Gavin Crook +Thief Images 
+C. Corey Fisk 
+Colin Gerbode 
+Olav Folland 
+Ken Caughlin 
+Gem Nicholls 
+Rob Hallifax 
+James Lunan   and my Dad :)




If you are interested in donating prints tot he new project pop over here.

Big thank you to Lexy and her CNET article


Life is a holy moment, a brief flash of sentience in the sacred abyss.



My lovely friend on Facebook has this as her status currently and it sparked off in me a need to fill in some of the bits I have left out of the post op story. My first post op blog post was 6 weeks post op when I had just discovered I had memory problems and it was quite a shock.

When I first came home, and I say came home because I don’t remember a great deal of the time in Sydney or the trip home, I was quite terrified. I felt disconnected from myself. I knew it was my body and my life but I didn’t feel I was “in” it. I was also afraid to be “too” anything. I had remembered my GP telling my husband that if I was depressed post op to bring me straight in to see her and she’d put me on antidepressants straight away because it was most likely a sign of ABI (Acquired Brain Injury). Having spent some years suffering from severe depression prior to my brain blob, the idea of being in that antidepressant induced flat cotton woolly haze was something I dreaded. So I was trying to be very careful with my reactions to everything. Don’t be too happy, don’t be too sad, try and stay fairly neutral and level as much as possible.

That’s quite a feat when you have a holey memory; feel completely disconnected from yourself and just a little bit terrified by everything. Of course I dared not express my terror, or disconnected feelings for fear of being medicated, or worse, what ever worse was. My perception of reality was not the same as everyone else. Things I believed to be one way would turn out to be otherwise and the world as I knew it would turn upside down. It was a bit like being Alice in Wonderland but a whole lot more frightening. I relied 100% on my husband for my basis for reality. I needed him to be consistent all the time or my worlds would quite literally fall apart around me.

One evening over dinner, before he was aware of the disconnectedness and how far it extended, he joked with our son that I was not actually here and still in surgery and hadn’t woken up yet. I ended up in tears because I couldn’t tell if I was actually asleep dreaming my life and the things that had happened since surgery or if he was joking. He hadn’t done in maliciously it was just him joking around but because I had no real basis for reality it was alarming for me. I then had to tell him what was going on for me and how I just couldn’t tell what was real and what was my brain filling in gaps.

After brain surgery you spend a lot of time sleeping. Sleep is your body’s way of allowing the brain to recover so, after having a hole drilled in your skull and then through your brain to reach the absolute middle to remove a tumour, there is a lot of healing to do and a lot of sleeping required. Consequently your brain will do funny things like fill in gaps with what it thinks may have happened feasible or not. I had remembered a conversation that Charlie had with another patient and he said something that he absolutely wouldn’t have said, that was my first clue that something was a little odd.

Reality and our place in it is such a very fragile thing. I have had great difficulty trying to express any of this up to this point and I am still struggling with it now. Writing this is mentally and emotionally draining, I want to throw my hands in the air and leave it another few months. I will update it later or make another post down the track if I really feel the need to correct or update this one, but it is time this was said and expressed.

There is more to the recovery process that I didn’t post in the earlier posts for fear of upsetting people or unsettling them but the reality is that brain surgery IS upsetting ad unsettling. It’s not a walk in the park and it IS hard to recover from. I’m not complaining though, being here without the tumour, without the pain, without sudden death hanging over my head is the most amazing blessing! I didn’t dare to hope for so much.

Oh! In the end I was classified as having ABI anyway, no antidepressants required..... worried about nothing ....... Brains are fun no? 

Friday, April 13, 2012

1 Year 2 Months



 Our lovely Ossian came back to stay with us at the beginning of March and is still waiting on word from immigration as to wether they will grant his 2 year visa or not. It has been fantastic having him here. He fits well with the family and very much a part of it. He will be greatly missed when he picks up his journey and continues his travels wherever they take him. He is a beautiful soul to spend time with and a blessing to have in our home.

At the end of March, Kim and I went on the Google+ #thewalkdownunder in Brisbane. We met some truly lovely people, amazing photographers and had a beautiful day. I managed my first post op trip(s) on the water with no problems. Much cause for joy and celebration! Thank you for the nifty new camera strap too! After that we went to Kim’s brothers 50th (still in my G+ t-shirt).


We met up with Tony again for a sunset shoot, followed by a trip into the city to take photos of the various building lit up blue for Autism Awareness. We tried to meet up again for a sunrise shoot but ended up a bit separated, did the festival of Sails at Redcliffe and then another sunrise the following morning at the Gold Coast.

It has been a great and inspiring thing to be a part of. Really very much looking forward to the next photo walk at the end of this month and catching up with these fantastic people again.


I have recently heard back from the people I applied for the job with and they have given it to another lady who applied internally. Fair enough too, she is already working in the company so less training to do! They did tell me that I interviewed very well and they’d like me to reapply for another position coming up in mid May. I Have actually applied for another job with the same company a few hours after that conversation as well as having my name down for a traineeship with them and I will keep my eyes open for this other job coming up in May if none of the previous pan out.

I have signed up for a 5km run/walk for the Kim Walters Think Pink Think Choices Program. (Choices) is a free community service regardless of where treatment has been undertaken offering support for women and men diagnosed with breast cancer and women diagnosed with gynaecological cancers and their families. http://www.uchealth.com.au/choices/

You can help me to raise funds to help men and women diagnosed with cancers continue to receive multi- disciplinary holistic care through the Wesley Hospital Choices Program. This one I am doing for Aunty Elaine who was diagnosed with breast cancer last year. My fundraising page is here http://www.mycause.com.au/Walkingthewalkforcancer

I have also undertaken another mammoth task of personal importance. The Charles Wanstall Apex Lodge provides accommodation for regional patients undergoing cancer treatment in Brisbane. The Charles Wanstall Apex Lodge in Brisbane is desperately seeking donations of hanging prints, pictures and paintings of either landscapes or rural settings to brighten up our units for their guests. They are in need of around 100 framed pictures, any sizes up to 700mm x 700mm or about that size, and donors are asked to please attach their names and a little message to accompany their donation.

My parents spent time staying in places like The Charles Wanstall Lodge when I was a teenager and my Dad had to come to Brisbane from Toowoomba for treatment. I've spent a lot of time in hospitals with my parents while they were having cancer treatment and more recently while I was having treatment and know what it is to stare at blank walls.

Yesterday I delivered 30 prints to the lodge. It was a combination of images from +Tony Porter , my Father and I. I spoke with Allan who was thrilled to receive them and explained that they have no funding to brighten up the rooms for patients and their families. I also got to talk to some of the patients there. It was a hugely emotional experience for me but I will do it again in next week when I have some more $$ and prints framed.

Please consider donating some of your own incredible artwork if you can. To make a donation, please email allanpuckridge@cancerqld.org.au.



I have also felt the need to start writing things down. I feel like I need to better document this post surgery journey and then things that have happened along the way. There have been a HUGE bunch of things I have overcome so far and it’s very easy to lose track of it all.

That’s all for now I guess, if I remember more I’ll make a new post. Have a fantastic day and make the most of what you have.